If I’m not learning, you’re not teaching

It’s guitar class.

Two and a half hours on a Tuesday night

Out of that two hours

We play for fifteen minutes.

Why did I bring my guitar?

People learn at different paces.

He doesn’t respect that

Our final assignment is to write a song

Dude I can barely play

And you want me to write a song?

I played clarinet for  eight years

And we never had to write a song

Just teach us how to play

And let us learn

He gives us sheet music to practice

And then we never go over it?

How are we supposed to progress?

My friend sitting next to me

Already plays

He says I’m lucky to have him

to help me out

How demeaning?

Your the teacher, so you help me out

He lectures too much on theory

Even though we never apply that theory

I just wanna play

We never play

I played clarinet back in middle school

I know when a music teacher is teaching effectively

And when he’s not

He likes to show off a lot

In terms of class time

He spends more time playing than we do

There’s only six people

I think he can afford individual attention

That’s how I remember middle school

He skips around and everything we learn

Seems like a big jumble

Not connected in any way

I am not unenthusiastic

I love guitar

It’s a beautiful instrument

We just want to learn

So teach us

Dissident Poetry: The Classroom

The isolation of the classroom

Your are together but really you are alone

It depresses me

Ann Margaret Sharp talks about a community of learning, teaching for democracy, but it doesn’t feel like it.

Something must happen Something must change.

This is cell biology.

My teacher is lecturing for the next three hours.

He will pretend to teach.

We will pretend to learn.

This drives us farther apart.  This hidden curriculum that no one even realizes.

Humans learn best through communication

But we sit in silence while he preaches.

We suffer through this dictatorship over hearts and minds.

War is an example of man’s inhumanity to man.

To a certain extent, so is this class.

We’re treated like robots.

Just programmed to digest and memorize information..

But that’s not our function.

That’s not our purpose.

That’s not our design

I’m a human being,

Not a robot

I look around

Everyone is staring glass-eyed

While he drones on, either oblivious or dismissive of the blank stares before his eyes.

Some have their heads down.

There’s no engagement

There’s no dialogue.

It makes me sad.

It’s a tragedy.

It’s a national tragedy.

Maybe this is why we don’t like school

once elementary school is over

No more group tables

Now its rows and rows of individual desks

You know what that means

He remains supreme

the proverbial “God” of the classroom

The hidden curriculum hard at work.

And worst part is

He’s the kind of teacher who wants you to bow to him.

I’m a product being churned out of an assembly line

Nothing more.  Nothing less

Another incomprehensible diagram on the board.

He likes to scribble

I think its glycolysis or signal transduction

or something like that

Now he’s talking about artificially bumping our grades up

Wow!

So I’m the buyer and he’s the seller

He demeans us with his salty and smart remarks.

It makes me sad

Now he’s reading over the answers to a take-home test

A and B and C and D and B and A and all of the above and none of the above and A but B or C but not B

What’s a nice way to say this?

I could care less

His monotone voice makes me angry

His ignorance makes me angry

His conformity makes me angry

His lack of substance makes me angry

His perceived dominance makes me angry

But I relent

Seemingly powerless now but soon……

7 people came to class today

About 5 or 6 decided not to

It wasn’t worth it?

I couldn’t agree more.

But then why did I come?

Honestly, I wanted to write this.

Capture my feeling inside the classroom

Cell biology is worth three credits

Cell biology is worth that much to my degree

But cell biology is worth absolutely nothing to me

Inside School: A Student’s point of view

This is my first post from inside class.  Yes I knoooow, I should probably be paying attention but honestly it makes no difference and as far I am concerned this is a more productive use of my time.  Looking at all my classmates, I honestly think all of them are just pretending to pay attention, but today I prefer not to stare into blank space (even though that is what I usually do).  Well, you may be asking what class could possibly be so boring?  It’s organic chemistry II.  Anyone who’s taken this class, you know what I’m talkin about.  Today we’re learning about amino acid synthesis- a riveting topic- ya know the 4-methylpentanoic acid combined with the 2-bromo-4-methyl pentanoic acid makes the (R,S)- Leucine, and whatever the heck else feels so unapplicable to my life.  Don’t get me wrong.  I can understand it and imagine I will when I go home and look at the textbook, but the point is I’m just studying it to do reasonably well on the final.  Then I will forget it as will everyone other of my colleagues sitting mindlessly in this classroom.  Is that learning, I ask you??????  It’s something for sure.  It’s a tragedy.  It’s a national tragedy.  At least the teacher is able to make exceptional use of his smartboard-that’s technology in the classrooms hard at work–making us students supersmartererer.  Honestly I wish microsoft powerpoint was never invented.  Before this period, I suffereed through a class called Core 300- Journey to Selfhood.  The college requires requires us to take these core classes which honestly would be great if they were taught in a better way.  But the class has nothing to do with discovering anything about yourself.  It’s an english class that masquerades with the name- Journey to Selfhood.  Today we watched King Lear, utterly incomprehensible-and its funny how the teacher goes on lecturing like we actually know what the heck is going on in the movie.  Meanwhile you have students doing math homework, others studying for nursing, others whispering about how absurd the fact we’re we watching this movie is.  And my teacher sits there watching it snickering and laughing at what I assume is every comedic line, and I’m sitting there like what the heck is so funny?????  This is college, mind you not high school.  I used to think teachers thought they had a license to be lazy back in high school, but apparently nothing changes in college.  Well that’s a report from inside the classroom of Felician College.  Remember.  STUDENTS FIRST.  Or at least that’s their slogan.

The Ultimate Form of Anti-Learning

School is supposed to be a place where students learn things, or so that is what they want us to believe.  I have come across various forms of anti-learning over my many years of languishing in a classroom, but probably none is more egregious and plainly obvious than the take home multiple choice test.  Both students and teachers love it.  Honestly what is not to like?  Students get to take the test on their own time, and are afforded the luxury of using their notes and the textbook and other students  And unless you reeeeeeeally do not care, it’s an easy “A” or “B”.  And the teacher gets the best of both worlds, having to put barely any effort into making the test or even teaching the material for that matter, but still getting the desired positive results.  Despite these obvious advantages, the disadvantages have far greater implications.  Let us examine

1. HUUUUGE Waste of my time….  Now bar the fact that school, is, in general a huge waste of time anyway for a number of reasons which I hope to discuss in later posts…..but this just makes it a thousand times worse.  It took me three hours to do 100 multiple choice cell biology test,  all the while flipping through a thousand page textbook searching for that needle in a haystack answer and never mind that my teacher sees fit to go in no particular order in terms of chapters.  And you get six of these during the year.  That is eighteen hours that could have been spent much more wisely.  Honestly, I rather just try my luck at studying and taking a much shorter test in class.  Why do I even have to go to class.  Just give me tests, the textbook, photocopy your notes and I will see you when I’m done.

2. When do we get to the learning part or is that huge sign in front of the college that says “Students First” just a bunch of ********?  Because if you really did put students first, then you wouldn’t make us go through this **********.  How does flipping through a textbook and circling A, B,C, or D constitute learning?  Yes teacher….I can roll over and play fetch…now give me that bone  (o.k.a.  my “A”) and let me do the honors of validating your laziness.  What that sign should really say is “We don’t give a **** about you but you gotta be here anyway.”  The system makes us spend the first quarter of our life in a succession of so-called “higher learning” institutions when all that we are really learning is how to mindlessly take standardized tests.  Is the real world a successions of standardized tests?  Will my real future job involve the circling of “A”  “B”  “C”   or “D”.  This is the ****** reason my family is paying tens of thousands of dollars in tuition costs?  This is the ***** reason that families have to be buried under piles of student debt?  School does not prepare you for life outside school.  It is a separate world unto itself.  It fails to make any standard for common sense in terms of the requirements necessary to operate an “institution of higher learning.”

I hearken back to the wise words of one educational philospher, John Dewey to explain my rant.

“In critical moments we all realize that the only discipline that stands by us, the only training that becomes intuition, is that got through life itself.  That we learn from experience, and from books or the sayings of others only as they are related to experience, are not mere phrases.

“But the school has been so set apart, so isolated from the ordinary conditions and motives of life, that the place where children are sent for discipline is the one place in the world where it is most difficult to get experience– the mother of all discipline worth the name.”

 “Verbal memory can be trained in committing tasks, a certain discipline of the reasoning powers can be acquired through lessons in science and mathematics; but, after all, this is somewhat remote and shadowy compared with the training of attention and judgement that is acquired with having to do things with a real motive behind and a real outcome ahead.”
Frankly I could not have said it any better myself.

Sorry, just felt like venting…..I promise to be more constructive next time.

A Framework for American Education

Last semester my Philosophy of Education course culminated in a final paper in which we were asked to devise a societal goal for education.  In other words, what type of society would our educational system produce?  Branching outwardly from this goal are various objectives which are skill sets, understandings, and abilities which our educational system will have to develop in its students in order so that this goal can be achieved.  Finally, branching outward from these objectives are specific teaching methods which develop the student’s capacity to meet these objectives and thereby the goal.

This class meant so much to me and ultimately I put all my effort into this final paper because, in the end, this is what I want to do with my life.  There needs to begin a serious movement in this country to radically reform the way America looks at the purpose of education in the broader view of society. I wrote this paper not just as another assignment for another class for the purposes of getting another grade.  Education is the one institution that could transform this country and ultimately the world but first it needs to be transformed.  This is not the whole paper just part of it.

Remember, I love comments and opinions.

The most glaring problem facing the current American educational system is that it fails to have a viable goal for society.  In his essay, entitled The School and Social Progress late nineteenth century educational philosopher and professor, John Dewey said “Whenever we have in mind the discussion of a new movement in education, it is especially necessary to take the broader, or social view.  Otherwise, changes in the school institution and tradition will be looked at as the arbitrary inventions of particular teachers, at the worst transitory fads, and at the best merely improvements in certain details—and this is the plane upon which it is too customary to consider school changes.” (Lewis, Grinberg, & Laverty, 2009, p. 98).  As a student mired in the quagmire that is American education, I can identify with Dewey’s sentiment that a contrived and arbitrary education is a pointless one not only for the individual but for society.  How many times does one hear a frustrated and disillusioned student ask his or her teacher some variation of the question, “What is the purpose of my learning this information?”?  Indeed, what is the purpose of learning every single subject from calculus and trigonometry to biology and chemistry and ending with art history and the works of Shakespeare?  Teachers, administrators, and guidance and college counselors all tell us that the purpose of exposing us to such a broad subject-based curriculum is to fashion us into more well-rounded people.  The question is what does the phrase “well rounded” actually mean.  Apparently it means that students are supposed to be schooled in a generalized knowledge of various subject matter so that they will be better equipped to choose a career path.  There are two problems with this goal.  Firstly, it does not address a goal for society but merely for the individual.  Secondly and most importantly, the idea that bombarding our youth with subject-based curriculum translates to them being equipped to better cope with the trials and tribulations of the modern world and find a job is ludicrous and demonstrates the inherent disconnect between the goal and the objective.  As it stands, school is an institution that remains extremely isolated from not only the realities of the world outside its walls but also the needs and interests of the students forced to occupy its corridors and classrooms.  This fact must change.  Our educational system must recognize the constant struggle of humanity to thrive in this world and adopt a societal goal based on bettering the human condition.  It is due to this belief that I believe the purpose of education should be to create a mutually supportive society.

The ultimate goal for a compulsory, publicly funded educational system should be to create a society of mutually supportive individuals.

A mutually supportive society is one in which each and every member recognizes the common conditions that unite them, but just as well respects the differences that may separate them.  By this creed, the notion of one for all and all for one becomes self-evident in a mutually supportive society.  The society supports each of its individual members with their inherent differences and the individual members support society as a whole.  By support I mean working together for the common good of the individual and society, because ultimately these two should never conflict with one another.  When we live for one another, we live for ourselves and this is why the good of the individual and the good for society should never conflict.

A society of mutually supportive people would be devoid of economic and social stratification and therefore much of the hatred that fosters conflict.  Goods and services would be exchanged on a fair basis with everyone being treated equally except in regards to their individual personalities.  What I mean by this is even though everyone is committed to supporting one another, each still retains individuality so society does not become lifeless and robotic.  An individual in a mutually supportive society would be devoid of any sort of bias that creates division in society whether racial or ethnic or anything else.  They would view their fellow individual as an equal in terms of deserving of respect and basic rights and services.

I chose this goal over To create a more peaceful society because a peaceful society may be devoid of war and conflict but just as well it may be lifeless and people may not care about one another.  There may be stark differences but no one chooses to recognize them and therefore every individual lives within their own little sphere of influence and there is no mutual support or societal values.   

In order for education to attain its ultimate goal of creating a mutually supportive society, it needs to develop, in its students, an ability to critically think as well as an understanding of what it truly means to be human.  Education must also cultivate, in each of its students, an exceptional self- awareness as well as historical awareness.

To think critically is to recognize what harms society and the individual and what benefits society and the individual and why.  These could be institutions, systems of government, economic systems, cultural practices, and a variety of other things present in our everyday life and our world.  The ability to think logically, seek new and innovative ways of thinking, as well as exercise excellent value judgment is necessary for critical thinking.

Critical thinking increases our ability to create a mutually supportive society by providing us with the necessary tools to constantly evaluate how society is functioning with regards to the ultimate goal of mutual support.  It is useless without things to critically think about.  Institutions, systems that govern us, and our way of life must be understood and analyzed, so that we are able to change and evolve them for the betterment of society and the individual.

Now as espoused previously, critical thinking is useless without things to think critically about.  Therefore the educational system must address and develop a certain type of historical awareness in its students.  By awareness, I mean a deep understanding of how the superficial classifications we attach to each other and place such undue importance such as race, ethnicity, wealth status, and others have directly caused nearly all human conflict and suffering.  This type of awareness increases our ability to create a mutually supportive society by helping us to transcend these differences and work together to solve problems without there being any type of prejudice or bias to affect our decisions.

To understand what it truly means to be human is to recognize the common thread that binds us together as a species.  This involves taking an objective look at the human being from a spiritual and metaphysical point of view, and is pivotal in building a mutually supportive society.  To identify and respect the common threads that bind all human beings and to recognize how they affect our everyday lives, the lives of others, and the progression of human civilization as it stands will make us realize that despite all our superficial differences and the problems that have sprouted as a result of our willingness to identify with these differences so strongly, we have more in common than we may yet choose to realize right now.  Naturally, once we are able to respect our commonalities over our differences, we will be more capable and willing to support one another.

Lastly, an educational system aimed at creating a mutually supportive society, will need to develop, in its students, an exceptional self-awareness.  By self-awareness, I mean the ability to identify one’s individual passions and dreams and recognize how cultural and political norms have influenced them.  Also, students will need to recognize how their dreams and passions fit or do not fit into the larger framework of contributing to a mutually supportive society.

To be truly self-aware one must not only know what one is passionate and convicted about, but also how outside influences have shaped those convictions.  Criticism of one’s self is essential to being truly objective and therefore not being subservient to the cultural and political environment in which you live.  Change for the individual and therefore change for society with the goal of mutual support is impossible without being able to look in the mirror and criticize one’s self.